Was it OK when Dr. Laura used the N-word?

I was disgusted. I am not African American, but She made my blood boil with her comments. I hope deep from my heart that she gets lynched for eternity in hell. What white people have done to African American was unjust! Unjust things never fade away. Like 9-11 people don't forget when something unjust happens. Dr. Laura had no right to use those word. Her logic was that African American use the N-word when they talk to each other. I have also noticed that many women use the c-word when they talk to each other or say ***** to each other. How is OK that white ladies like this "Dr." Laura can say **** **** **** to each other yet a man is not allowed to. Is this the path that we want to go down on? "Dr." Laura is bitter woman who doesn't have and because she is evil I believe she had cancer which as I believe now was deserved. When she dies many people will be happy! What a goal to have in life. You die and people will be happy =)